I was very busy last week. At that time what really ticks me off is not tight schedule or hardwork but the stress from the unclear objective. I asked myself several times.
‘Why should I finish this work?’
‘Does this project make the company more competitive?’
Every time I had this kind of question, I was at the same destination.
‘It doesn’t help anything. Just useless and time-consuming things.’
Because I believe the speed of execution is more important than the logical report or well-prepared presentation material. But my boss ordered that I should supplement the report. I lost the intriguing factors from the project. And there is nothing interesting. After I recognized that everything is not for company, I can’t help resenting toward my situation. This problem has gotten bigger.
But it occured to me that the origin of this agony is not from environmental factors. It was my fault. I harshed myself continously. Even though I don’t like my assignment, I should found the value of the work. It’s very difficult that everyday I am assigned to the preferred project. If I make the chance to impove the degree of completeness or seek values which makes me more cheerful, I can take the project more delightfully and it keeps me grumbling about all things.
I should step forwad my own vision. It’s not given thing. It’s the thing that find and make like a poem-Invictus. Because I am the leader of my life, I should inspire myself.
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.
From Invictus